Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

12/2/17

OSCAR WILDE WAS DEAD


~OSCAR WILDE DEATH DAY SALON~

@ THE TOM OF FINLAND HOUSE~ 
PRODUCED BY THE PURPLE CIRCUIT
NOVEMBER 29TH~ 5PM

HOSTED BY RICK CASTRO 

I SERVED HAND~BLENDED EARL GREY TEA WITH  BABY ROSE BUDS 
& LAVENDER BITS, ACCOMPANIED BY AN ASSORTMENT OF GRAPES 
IN VARIOUS SIZE & COLOR.

IN ATTENDANCE WERE ADMIRERS & MOURNERS, 
AND THE GHOSTS OF 
OSCAR WILDE, (PORTRAYED BY KEVIN DULUDE)
DORIAN GRAY, (PORTRAYED BY MATTHEW STEELE
LORD ALFRED DOUGLAS AKA BOSIE, (PORTRAYED BY ALEX SMITH)

FOR OUR OBSERVANCE OF OSCAR WILDE’S DEATH DAY NOVEMBER 30TH, 1900~
AT THE TIME OF HIS DEATH 117 YEARS AGO, OSCAR WILDE WAS A BROKEN MAN 
PHYSICALLY & FINANCIALLY, BUT FREED FROM SEXUAL RESTRAINT. 

HE HAD LOST HIS FAMILY,  HIS REPUTATION AND HIS INCOME, 
AND IT SEEMED HIS LITERARY WORKS WOULD BE FORGOTTEN. 

OVER 100 YEARS LATER THAT HAS NOT HAPPENED. 
OSCAR’S PLAYS ARE PREFORMED REGULARLY, 
OSCAR’S BON MOTS ARE QUOTED CONSTANTLY
~( I CAN RESIST EVERYTHING, EXCEPT TEMPTATION )~.

~OSCAR WILDE IS A LITERARY & GAY ICON~

ON NOVEMBER 30TH,1900 IN PARIS~ 
OSCAR’S FEW  REMAINING FRIENDS AND ADMIRERS MOURNED HIS DEATH.
 LONGTIME FRIEND~ ROBBIE ROSS PLACED A WREATH OF LAURELS 
INSCRIBED WITH A TRIBUTE TO HIS LITERARY ACHIEVEMENTS.

 PLAYWRIGHT GEORGE BERNARD SHAW STATED~
“ I AM SURE OSCAR HAS NOT FOUND THE GATES OF HEAVEN SHUT AGAINST HIM, 
HE IS TOO GOOD COMPANY TO BE EXCLUDED.”

~WRITTEN BY BILL KAISER~ LOS ANGELES WILDEN SOCIETY PRESIDENT

UPON HIS DEATH BED OSCAR WILDE SAID~ 
“EITHER THIS WALLPAPER GOES OR I DO”.


(A MODERN  DAY WILDEAN POEM WRITTEN & RECITED BY MATTHEW STEEL AS DORIAN GRAY)

~FOR A SATYR I MET AT THE OLIVE MOTEL~ 

STAIN OF SUN FRESH ON HIS CHEEK CUTS A FINE SERENITY. 
THIS ROOM, MINE,THIS HIS, BUT ALL OF THEM FLEET
 WITH ROSEMARY, WOUNDS AND TIME.

O, TIME, WHAT A DESOLATE FIEND.TO THINK HOW IT CARES NOT WHAT IT EATS.
NOT WHAT IT FUCKS, BUT CLINGS TO ALL OUR  GENERAL STREETS.


WERE I BUT A STAINLESS NIGHT, OR A SATIN EVE OF SATURNIAN GLOW,
I WOULD THE VIOLET SPECTRUM BITE AND ALL ETERNITY MY MOUTH WOULD KNOW.


 

PHOTOS BY RICK CASTRO

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11/2/17

RIMBAUD TEA SALON @ TOM HOUSE- NOVEMBER 8TH

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RELAX & HAVE A NICE CUPPA
HOSTED BY RICK CASTRO

TOM OF FINLAND HOUSE
1421 LAVETA TERRACE
ECHO PARK, CA 90026

 Arthur Rimbaud 
 20 October 1854 – 10 November 1891)
 French poet  known for his influence on modern literature and arts, 
which prefigured surrealism
Born in Charleville-Mézières, he started writing at a very young age and was a prodigious student, 
but abandoned his formal education in his teenage years to run away from
 home amidst the Franco-Prussian War.
During his late adolescence and early adulthood he began the bulk of his literary output, but completely stopped writing at the age of 21, after assembling one of his major works, Illuminations.
Rimbaud was known to have been a libertine and for being a restless soul, 
having engaged in an at times violent romantic relationship with fellow poet Paul Verlaine,
 which lasted nearly two years. 
 As a poet, Rimbaud is well known for his contributions
 to Symbolism and, among other works, 
A Season in Hell, which was a significant precursor to modernist literature.
LEONARDO DICAPRIO AS RIMBAUD

10/12/14

AS IT GETS DARKER

as it gets darker & colder

BY ALEX GLIDZEN
I have less inclination to spring from bed in morning. during summer jumping up at 5:30 & starting my day is sublime. but on a morning like this it seems a challenge.

today I got up at 5:20. but I had a pee & went back to bed. it wasn't to sleep but to cogitate. I did close my eyes & soon I found myself on that sidewalk on Norton Ave in LA.




the pieces of Elizabeth Short were beside me. at first I didn't know what to make of it. so I allowd my body to rest on the sidewalk & my mind to be open. what I began to feel was the fear she must have felt in her final moments. it was overwhelming. then I began to wonder why Beth wd want me to share that. there was no clear answer but the fear began to subside.  I cd see her beside me but I wasn't afraid.

eventually I opend my eyes. I got out of bed & threw on some clothes. went outside to feed Kiddo.

I still don't understand this visitation of Elizabeth Short. but it was part of the realm of dreams. when I remember a dream I try not to dissect it. I'm not of the school which attempts to interpret dreams. I take them in the way I do visitations of the muse. to those of us meant to have such visitations that blessing is to be acceptd not understood.

& so this morning that faild to begin with a leap has already been rich. now I'll prepare bacon & eggs with Bolivian coffee.  when the sun comes out I'll finish the process of bringing in plants for the winter. abt a half dozen remain outdoors. there are plants which began as cuttings I brought back from LA & Fort Lauderdale & Palm Springs. inside they'll help me breathe thru the cold months.


repost courtesy~ alex gildzen~ santa fe/antebellum correspondent

6/27/14

"DEATH COMES TO HOLLYWOOD"


"Death Comes to Hollywood"


for Rick Castro

Lou Tellegen plungd scissors
into his heart
Clara Blandick slid a plastic bag
over her head

Florence Lawrence   ant paste
Pete Duel   gun
John Belushi   speedball

& the fliers
Irene from Knickerbocker Hotel
Peg Entwistle from Hollywood sign


wannabes & hasbeens
all took death
into their own hands
while other hands
gave death as a gift
to William Desmond Taylor & Elizabeth Short
Ramon Novarro & Sal Mineo



& in her quiet room
Carla Laemmle watchd it all go by
finally slipping into sleep at 104

Alex gildzen~ friday the 13th june~ 2014


10/15/12

ANTEBELLUM SAYS..... THE BLACK DAHLIA


ANTEBELLUM SAYS.....
Rick Castro interviews poet and author ALEX GLIDZEN about The Black Dahlia, Elizabeth Short.
ANTEBELLUM SAYS....
produced~ rick castro
camera & editing~ heath daniels
artists
alex gildzen
dan lacey
billy berger
eddie jelinet
cristiano burlacchini
$ex artiste!

6/12/12

DJUNA BARNES 120TH BDAY



the first time I wrote to Djuna Barnes was to inform her that
 I'd put together a handout for my students.  it was titled
 "How Djuna Barnes Starts Stories."  it was a list of the
 first lines of her delicious short stories.


I took her flowers once but she didn't answer her door. 
however I did see her one time on the street.
 she was elegant in a suit. I didn't bother her.


my major encounter with the celebratd author of Nightwood 
was when I edited a festschrift for her 80th birthday. 
(I told the story of that publication in Mary Lynn Broe's 
Silence and Power.) here's the cover:


it surprises me that today wd be her 120th birthday. 
all those years gone by. to honor her I just read 
"A Night among the Horses" with its images of whips & sequins.

Djuna Barnes (June 12, 1892 – June 18, 1982) was an American writer
 who played an important part in the development of 20th century
 English language modernist writing and was one of the key figures 
in 1920s and 30s bohemian Paris after filling a similar role in the
 Greenwich Village of the teens. Her novel Nightwood became 
a cult work of modern fiction, helped by an introduction by
 T. S. Eliot. It stands out today for its portrayal of lesbian themes 
and its distinctive writing style. As a roman à clef, the novel features
 a thinly veiled portrait of Barnes in the character of Nora Flood, 
whereas Nora’s lover Robin Vote is a composite of Thelma Wood
 and the Baroness Elsa von Freytag-Loringhoven. Since Barnes's death, 
interest in her work has grown and many of her books are back in print.

Although Barnes had other female lovers, in her later years she was
 known to claim, "I am not a lesbian; I just loved Thelma Wood."


Barnes was elected to the National Institute of Arts and Letters in 1961.
 She was the last surviving member of the first generation of 
English-language modernists when she died in New York in 1982.
repost courtesy~ alex gildzen~ santa fe/antebellum correspondent

4/3/12

THE DESERT

 the desert -it's dry - 
it's hot, it's got me in a knot, cause i can't take the heat, feeling like a piece of meat 
( oh wait that was a britney spears song)
 i love the desert with a cup of frozen yogurt, 
and seeing all the stars glinting in their invisible blanket of night
 oh oh what ! pure delight.


repost courtesy~ scarlett rouge~ santa monica/antebellum correspondent

1/15/12

BETH


Beth by Alex Gildzen 

RICHARD CARLSON GIVES
ELIZABETH SHORT A CHARM BRACELET

Vine St clings to her
like the dahlia in her hair

his convertible cruises toward
that intersection of dreams

it seems this nite
will go on forever

& in a way it does
because I remember it

just as I won’t forget
the glitter on her faraway grave

nothing in the horror movies
he had yet to make

wd shake our ground
like those rotogravures

of that empty lot
full of her parts
UNFINISHD PLAY 

set:
a '40s ice cream parlor (stolen booth for booth from the late
C.C. Brown's)

time:
a moment of the imagination
floating somewhere between the mid '40s & mid '50s

characters:
Beth   (who looks like
Elizabeth Short)
Jimmy   (who looks like
James Dean)
soda jerk   (who looks like
Percy Helton)

Beth sits alone. it's a summer afternoon but she's wearing a black dress & a hat. even tho the place is empty she looks around. seeing no one she brings a finger to her mouth & fusses with a tooth. she hears a noise & snaps the finger out of her mouth.

Jimmy lopes into the place. when Beth sees him she smiles. he moves his right hand in a small semi-circle then slowly approaches the booth & settles in. Beth continues to smile. Jimmy looks sullen.


________________________________________________

over the years I've written a few speeches for this play but I've lost them all. of course the woman known as the Black Dahlia was murderd in LA 2 & a half years before Dean moved to LA. but for decades these faces have been LA to me. so in the play I bring them face to face to discuss the urge for fame & the premonition of early death.

it's a 2-character play except for a brief moment when my favorite character actor appears to ask their order. Percy is Hollywood of that period. he adds layers to the play as once again he is Everyman.

___________________
_____________________________

the play that won't finish itself came back to me this afternoon when I read Todd Moore's
new essay. in his mind Dillinger lets Todd touch his gun. in my mind Beth keeps asking me to put her pieces back together.

I've spent at least a half century considering Short & Dean & Helton. each means something different to me. yet it seems natural that I shd bring the trio together in one piece. if I ever complete it I'll dedicate it to Todd whose staccato lines slap the dictionary out of my hands.

Todd & I have had many desserts together over the years but we've not been to Hollywood at the same time. C. C. Brown's is gone. but we cd walk past what's left of the Florentine Gardens. the smell of the dahlia wafts down from its neon sign. & if we wear the shoes without holes we cd keep walking all the way to Griffith Observatory where Dean & a knife made movie history.

"dreaming the dream." Beth & Jimmy both did. & their halting dialog keeps playing in my head. so I dream their dreams & they become mine.
9 june 08:SF
exact location where the black dahlia's body was found- 1/15/ 2011


exact location where the black dahlia's body was found- 1/15/1947



LOOKING FOR THE BLOOD
OF ELIZABETH SHORT

for Todd Moore

the walk
from Florentine Gardens
to Boardner's
is quick
on a quake afternoon

the pavement
she walkd
is gone

now names of stars
she never knew
are buried
in a dazzle
like the glitter
on her grave

her name
isn't there
but her shadow
prowls Hollywood Blvd
forever

there is blood
& then
there is blood

her blood
one of the great
vanishing acts
of the 20th century

her pieces
the first step
toward stardom

tour guides tell
busloads
which buildings
she may have
lived in
more buildings
than suspects
in her killing

each new book
finds her blood
in another place

all that blood
vanishd

but her pieces
still there
immaculate
on Hollywood Blvd
between Florentine Gardens
& Boardner's

29 july 08:SF

“Richard Carlson Gives Elizabeth Short a Charm Bracelet” is from the work-in-progress The Arrow That is Hollywood Pierces the Soul That is Me.
“Unfinishd Play” first appeard online in Arroyo Chamisa & “Looking for the Blood of Elizabeth Short” in Outlaw Poetry.

posting courtesy~ alex gildzen~ santa fe/antebellum correspodent