12/15/17

THE DREAMACHINE: A STORY BY RICK CASTRO




DEAREST, DEAR READERS, I WILL  ATTEMPT TO TELL YOU THREE INTERSECTING STORIES. 
I’M SURE I WILL HEAR FROM YOU IF I’M SUCCESSFUL,OR UNSUCCESSFUL.

WILLIAM S. BURROUGHS WAS THE ENFANT TERRIBLE OF AMERICAN LITERATURE. 
THE AUTHOR OF CULT-CLASSIC NOVELS- JUNKIE, NAKED LUNCH, AND THE WILD BOYS, AMONG MANY OTHERS.
HE SHOT HIS WIFE JOAN VOLLMER DURING A DRUNKEN GAME OF WILLIAM TELL, 
HE WAS GAY OR BISEXUAL, SOMEWHAT INTERESTED IN THE OCCULT; DROLLY NARRATING WITCHCRAFT THROUGH THE AGES, (1968 RE-RELEASE OF THE 1922 CULT-CLASSIC )  AND  A  PROUD LIFE-LONG JUNKIE.


BURROUGHS WROTE- 
“I AM FORCED TO THE APPALLING CONCLUSION THAT I WOULD HAVE NEVER BECOME A WRITER BUT FOR THE DEATH OF JOAN, WHICH BROUGHT ME INTO CONTACT WITH THE INVADER, THE UGLY SPIRIT, AND MANEUVERED ME INTO A LIFELONG STRUGGLE IN WHICH I HAD NO CHOICE EXCEPT TO WRITE MY WAY OUT.”

AS THE STORY GOES- 
WILLIAM BURROUGHS AND A HOST OF POETS, ARTISTS & MISFITS TOOK OVER A RUN DOWN HOTEL  IN THE LATIN QUARTER, OF PARIS DURING THE LATE 50’S. NICKNAMED BY POET GREGORY CORSO THE BEAT HOTEL
AFTER NUMEROUS SCANDALS, BRAWLS AND O.D.’S THE BEAT HOTEL CLOSED IN 1963. 


BURROUGHS COLLABORATOR AND POET BIRON GYSIN WROTE~
 “LONG AFTER THE BEATNIKS THEMSELVES HAD SUFFERED A SEA-CHANGE, THEIR RUN DOWN OLD HOTEL IN PARIS, KNOWN AS THE BEAT HOTEL, BECAME THE LAST MUSEUM OUT IN CALIFORNIA… TO BE SET DOWN ON THE SAN ANDREAS FAULTLINE ALONG WITH ALL THE OTHER TREASURES OF THE WORLD. LINED UP FOR THE DAY WHEN SOUTHERN CAL CRACKS OPEN AND SLIDES INTO ETERNAL OBLIVION. WE HAD TO PASS THROUGH ITS MORTAL PORTAL, AND FOUND SEVEN ROOMS ON EACH OF THE SEVEN DOORS TO BE AS FULL OF MONSTERS AS THE TIBETAN BARDO IN THEIR BOOK OF THE DEAD.”


 DURING 2000ISH I MET A WONDERFUL ARTIST BY THE NAME OF STEVEN LOWE.  
HE WAS “GHOST WRITER” FOR BURROUGHS, ASSISTING ON CITIES OF THE RED NIGHT, JUNKIE AND PERHAPS A FEW OTHER TITLES. STEVEN ALSO WROTE PULP PORN FOR PENGUIN BOOKS. HE WAS A MAN OF MANY TALENTS.
WHEN BURROUGHS  PASSED IN 1997,  HE BEQUEATHED MANY TREASURES TO STEVEN.

TAKING BIRON GYSIN LITERALLY, STEVEN LOWE BOUGHT A 1950S MID-CENTURY MOTEL IN DESERT HOT SPRINGS, CALIFORNIA, AND MOVED HIS BURROUGHS COLLECTION OF ARTWORKS, PHOTOGRAPHS AND MEMORABILIA.
LIKE AN OMEN- THE NEW BEAT HOTEL, WITH SEVEN ROOMS, SAT ATOP THE SAN ANDREAS FAULTLINE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA.

 STEVEN SPENT A YEAR RESTORING THIS MINIMAL ARCHITECTURAL TREASURE BACK TO SPLENDOR. THE LOBBY OF THE HOTEL FEATURED BURROUGHS LARGE SCALE PAINTINGS WITH BRUSH STROKES AND SPRAY PAINT. NEXT TO IT WERE BULLET-HOLE RIDDLED PAINT CANS. NEXT TO THEM WAS THE RUBBER MUGWUMP IN SHACKLES, FROM THE FILM NAKED LUNCH.


EACH ROOM HAD A BURROUGHS TEN KEY ADDING MACHINE. 
YES, BURROUGHS’S GRANDFATHER WAS THE INVENTOR.

STEVEN LOWE OPENED THE RE-IMAGINED BEAT HOTEL ON SEPTEMBER 2000 WITH LITTLE FANFARE. 
ORIGINALLY CREATED AS A WRITERS RETREAT, HOWEVER THE LOCATION WAS SO OFF THE BEATEN PATH, 
THE SEVEN ROOMS REMAINED EMPTY.

I WAS INVITED TO STAY AT THE BEAT HOTEL WHILE WORKING ON A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SWIMMING POOLS. 
THE BEAT HAD A GREAT POOL! 

DURING MY STAY STEVEN SHOWED ME THE ORIGINAL CREATION BY WILLIAM BURROUGHS, BIRON GYSIN  AND IAN SOMMERVILLE- THE DREAMACHINE. 
THIS WAS A CRUDE STROBOSCOPIC DEVICE CREATED USING A CARDBOARD CYLINDER WITH HOLES, 
ATTACHED TO A RECORD-PLAYER TURNTABLE.
IN THE MIDDLE OF WHICH SITS A 100-WATT LIGHT BULB.

THE IDEA WAS TO WATCH THE DREAMACHINE AS IT SPUN CONTINUOUSLY FLASHING STROBES OF LIGHT UNTO ONE’S EYES. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO CREATE A TRANCE-LIKE STAGE SIMILAR TO AN ACID TRIP OR INWARD MIND-ALTERING EXPERIENCE.

SIDE AFFECTS FROM USAGE OF THE DREAMACHINE WERE CONVULSIONS, SEIZURES, (IF YOU WERE EPILEPTIC) PASSING OUT, AND/OR SUICIDE. 
IT’S RUMORED KURT COBAIN USED A DREAM MACHINE PRIOR TO HIS DEATH.

AS ONE CAN IMAGINE THE DREAMACHINE, AS WERE ALL OF BURROUGHS CREATIONS, RIFE WITH CONTROVERSY.

BURROUGHS ONCE SAID ABOUT THE DREAMACHINE-
 “SUBJECTS REPORT DAZZLING LIGHTS AND UNEARTHLY BRILLIANCE AND COLOR…. ELABORATE GEOMETRIC CONSTRUCTIONS OF INCREDIBLE INTRICACY BUILD UP FROM MULTIDIMENSIONAL MOSAIC INTO LIVING FIREBALLS.”

I USED THE DREAMACHINE UNDER THE SUPERVISION OF STEVEN LOWE. I FELT NOTHING.
 I DID LIKE THAT IT LOOKED LIKE A HOME-MADE 60’S PSYCHEDELIC RELIC.

I VISITED STEVEN LOWE A FEW TIMES DURING THE YEAR, ALWAYS HAVING A UNIQUE TIME IN HIS COMPANY.
 I PRESENTED HIM WITH A PHOTO I TOOK OF A BEAUTIFUL BOY UNDER THE SPELL OF THE DREAMACHINE. STEVEN LOVED IT AND PUT IT ON DISPLAY IN HIS PRIVATE ROOM ALONG WITH PERSONALIZED IMAGES OF WILLIAM S. BURROUGHS. THIS CAN BE VIEWED ON VIMEO.
(DOCUMENTARY; STEVEN LOWE REMEMBERED)


WITHIN A YEAR THE BEAT HOTEL BECAME A DESTINATION. IN PART DUE TO AN ARTICLE IN CONDE-NAST TRAVELER. 
I’D LIKE TO THINK MY PHOTOS FOR A GAY MAGAZINE IN THE NETHERLANDS ALSO HELPED A LITTLE. 
GAYS LOVE OBSCURE TRAVEL.

THE LAST TIME I VISITED STEVEN LOWE THE PLACE WAS COMPLETELY SOLD OUT FOR  SIX MONTHS AHEAD.
 I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE HAPPY, BUT HE ONLY COMPLAINED ABOUT BEING OVERWORKED.  
“I DO EVERYTHING! STEVEN SHOUTED WHILE LITING UP A BLUNT, NOBODY IS HERE TO HELP ME! NOBODY!

STEVEN WAS VERY HIGH STRUNG.

LATER THAT YEAR,  I WAS TOLD BY A MUTUAL FRIEND STEVEN WAS HAVING EXTREME CHEST PAINS AND SHORTNESS OF BREATH, RATHER THAN CALL THE LOCAL PARAMEDICS STEVEN DROVE HIMSELF TO THE PALM SPRINGS HOSPITAL, APPROX 45 MINUTES AWAY THRU THE BARREN DESERT.
 STEVEN THOUGHT IT WOULD BE MORE EFFICIENT. 
HE DIED OF A MASSIVE HEART-ATTACK IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM LOBBY.

I DON’T KNOW WHAT BECAME OF THE BURROUGHS ART COLLECTION, NOR THE DREAMACHINE.
 I DROVE BACK TO DESERT HOT SPRINGS ONE DAY TO SEE.
 I WAS DEPRESSED TO FIND THE BEAT HOTEL WAS NOW A PRIVATE RESIDENCE, LOOKING SHABBY AND WHITE TRASH, THERE WAS NOTHING TO DISTINGUISH THIS ONCE MAGICAL HOMAGE TO THE LATE, GREAT BEAT GENERATION.



THE FOLLOWING YEAR,
  I WENT TO THE LAST REMAINING SEATS PRESENTATION OF THE 1956 SCI-FI CLASSIC- FORBIDDEN PLANET.
THE SCREENING WAS AT THE BEAUTIFULLY RESTORED ORPHEUM THEATER ON BROADWAY
 IN DOWNTOWN LOS ANGELES. 

THE ORPHEUM WAS ORIGINALLY BUILT IN 1926 AS A VAUDEVILLE STAGE, LATER ADAPTED INTO A SILENT MOVIE PALACE. THE VENUE LAY DORMANT FOR APPROX 40 YEARS , THEN REOPENED WITH THE INTENT OF BRINGING HER BACK TO LIFE. SHE WAS MAGNIFICENT. A TRUE FADED GLORY.

THE PALATIAL THEATER WAS MASSIVE~ 2000 SEATS SOLD OUT.  MY GOOD FRIEND KEVIN & I ARRIVED EARLY, 
EVEN SO WE WERE REQUIRED TO SIT IN THE TOP TIER.
THE PLACE WAS FILLING UP FAST. FROM OUR SEATS WE HAD THE ADVANTAGE LIKE PREY BIRDS LOOKING DOWN ON THE MANY “VICTIMS” MANEUVERING TO AND FRO IN MAD ATTEMPTS TO FIND THE PERFECT SEAT.


FROM MY BIRDS-VIEW SEAT I NOTICED THIS….PERSON?… ON THE GROUND FLOOR.
 HE STOOD OUT IN THE CROWD. TALL & LANKY, PALE & HUNCHED OVER.
LIKE A MODERN DAY SOMNAMBULIST FROM THE CABINET OF DOCTOR CALIGARI. 
HE WAS SO OTHERWORLDLY AS HE MOVED TO HIS OWN TIME, HIS OWN RHYTHM.
 COMPLETELY AT ODDS WITH THE NORM.

I TURNED TO KEVIN AND SAID, “LOOK…THAT GUY DOWN THERE.. HE’S SO… UNUSUAL.
KEVIN NODDED IN AGREEMENT. “HE LOOKS LIKE A GHOST.”
BTW- AS A SIDE-BAR-  KEVIN IS A CATHOLIC PRIEST.

JUST AT THAT MOMENT, THIS ZOMBIE-LIKE CHARACTER ARCHED IT’S HEAD UP 
AND MADE DIRECT EYE CONTACT WITH ME FROM THREE FLOORS BELOW.
I WATCHED IN DISBELIEF AS HE SLITHERED UP THE BANISTER EVER SO SLOWLY, LURKING, 
LUMBERING THRU THE CROWD. NOW ON THE SECOND FLOOR HE MANEUVERED HIS WAY TOWARD THE AISLE. 
HE THEN WALKED UP THE STEPS AT A PACE SIMILAR TO FRANKENSTEIN… NOW ON THE THIRD FLOOR. 
AFTER AWHILE, (THE THEATER WAS BIG) HE WAS STANDING OVER ME. 
HE LOWERED HIS SKINNY CARCASS DOWN AND SAT IN THE SEAT DIRECTLY TO MY RIGHT. 
THE LAST REMAINING SEAT


NOW SEATED HE TURNED HIS HEAD TO ME AND STARED DIRECTLY INTO MY EYES, UNFLINCHING.
 I TURNED TO FATHER KEVIN WHO’S EYES WERE NOW WIDE AS SAUCERS. HE HAD THE LOOK OF- WHAT-THE-FUCK?
 I TURNED BACK TO MY CORPSE-LIKE NEIGHBOR. HE WAS STILL STARING.. ACTUALLY MORE LIKE SCRYING. 
(THE ACT OF LOOKING THRU SOMEONE’S SOUL)

 “HELLO” HE SAID.
 “HI, I REPLIED, ARE YOU A FAN OF FORBIDDEN PLANET?” 
“YES, HE WAS MONOTONE, I LIKE ROBBIE THE ROBOT. 
HE THEN WHEN INTO A ELABORATE CRITIQUE OF THE FILM- 
THE USAGE OF ROBBIE; THE FIRST ROBOT TO APPEAR ON FILM, AND A PLETHORA OF INFORMATION ABOUT THE CREATION OF THE FILM AND HISTORY OF SCIENCE FICTION IN CINEMA.


WE ACTUALLY TALKED NON-STOP UNTIL THE LIGHTS WENT DOWN AND THE CREDITS BEGAN. 
FATHER KEVIN LEANED OVER TO ME IN A WHISPER, “DO YOU KNOW EACH OTHER?!. 
“NO!, I RESPONDED, BUT HE’S VERY ECCENTRIC.”

WE WATCHED THE FILM IN SILENCE. NOW AND AGAIN I WOULD GLANCE OVER. 
HE WAS STIFF AS A BOARD. NOT MOVING A MUSCLE FOR THE ENTIRE FILM. 
WHEN THE LIGHTS CAME UP HE POLITELY SAID, “GOOD-BYE.” AND DISAPPEARED INTO THE CROWD.
 IF I DIDN’T HAVE FATHER KEVIN AS WITNESS, I WOULD THINK NOBODY REALLY SAT NEXT TO ME. 
ON THE WAY HOME FATHER KEVIN BROUGHT UP AGAIN THE  STRANGE CHARACTER.
 “LEAVE IT TO YOU RICKY.  YOU ATTRACT THE MOST BIZARRE COMPANY.”


ABOUT A MONTH OR SO LATER I WAS WALKING ON HOLLYWOOD BOULEVARD. 
I CAN’T REMEMBER WHERE I WAS GOING, BUT I BELIEVE I WAS IN THE AREA OF THE CAHUENGA NEWSSTAND.
SUDDENLY THE WALKING DEAD GUY FROM THE LAST REMAINING SEATS IS STANDING NEXT TO ME,
 LIKE AS IF HE WAS EXPECTING TO MEET.
“ OH HALLO, I SAID, I REMEMBER YOU FROM….. THE MOVIE. 
WHAT IS YOUR NAME? 
“DAVID WOODARD, HE REPLIED.
WHAT DO YOU DO? I ASKED. I WAS COMPLETELY NOSEY.
“I MAKE DREAMACHINES,” HE REPLIED GLIBLY. 
“DREAMACHINES?! I EXCLAIMED, LIKE WILLIAM BURROUGHS? 
“YES, SAID DAVID, I CREATE THEM TO EXACT SPECIFICATIONS, USING THE SAME MATERIALS. 
I PRESENTED  WILLIAM S. BURROUGHS A REPLICA FOR HIS 83RD BIRTHDAY AS PART OF HIS RETROSPECTIVE- 
PORTS OF ENTRY AT  LACMA. “
I WAS NOW WALKING … DAVID WOODARD WAS FOLLOWING, LIKE AS IF WE WERE GOING SOMEWHERE TOGETHER. 
AFTER TELLING ME ALL THE INTRICACIES  OF DREAMACHINE MAKING, (IT TURNS OUT HIS WORK STUDIO WAS RIGHT NEXT TO THE ORPHEUM THEATER) HE PULLS OUT SOME FIRST EDTION PAPERBACK BOOKS. WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING HE HANDS ME. TITLES, “BLACKIE" AND “THE NIGGER SAYS NO”.


“WHY DO YOU HAVE THESE? I ASK. 
“I THINK THEY’RE AMUSING,” IS HIS RESPONSE.
 I ALSO SEE WHAT LOOKS LIKE A MEIN KAMPFISH WHITE SUPREMACIST BOOKLET PEEKING OUT OF HIS BACKPACK.
I START TO FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE IN HIS PRESENCE, LIKE MY ESSENCE IS BEING SUCKED BY HIS HOLLOW SHELL. 
I GO TO TURN THE CORNER AS TO LEAVE. DAVID TURNS THE CORNER WITH ME.
 I AM SURE HE WASN’T PLANING ON TURNING THAT CORNER AND ONLY DID SO TO ACCOMPANY ME.
I’M STARTING TO FEEL LIGHTHEADED. THE NEXT CORNER IS COMING UP. THIS IS WHERE MY CAR IS PARKED.
I DECIDE TO THROW DAVID OFF AND CONTINUE WALKING. 
HE STOPS. “ WHY HAVE YOU STOPPED? I ASK. 
“I DON’T THINK YOU MENT TO WALK THAT WAY, “ HE REPIES. 
HOW DID HE KNOW THIS? NOW WE TURN THE CORNER, 
WE WALK ANOTHER BLOCK TOGETHER AND I’M COMPLETELY IN A HAZE. 
BEING AROUND DAVID IS LIKE HAVING TIME STAND STILL.
SUDDENLY DAVID SAYS TO ME, “ PERHAPS ONE DAY YOU CAN VISIT ME AT MY STUDIO.” 
BEFORE I CAN REPLY HE FLOATS AWAY LIKE A SHIP IN FOG. 
HOW IS IT POSSIBLE? DAVID MOVES SLOW & FAST AT THE SAME TIME.



IT IS NOW JUNE 11TH 2001- THE EXECUTION OF OKLAHOMA, CITY BOMBER TIMOTHY MCVEIGH.
 I NOTICE A LENGTHY ARTICLE IN THE LOS ANGELES TIMES ABOUT A COMPOSER WHO WROTE
 A “PREQUIEM: AVE ATQUE VALE,” (LATIN FOR HAIL & FAREWELL) FOR THE OCCASION. TO BE PERFORMED LIVE AT
 ST. MARGARET MARY CHURCH IN TERRE HAUTE, INDIANA. NOT FAR FROM THE PRISON WHERE THE SCHEDULED EXECUTION WILL BEGIN.

THE COMPOSER IS ARTICULATE IN HIS REASONING FOR CREATING SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE WHO DESERVES NOTHING.

THE COMPOSER SAYS,
“I CANNOT THINK OF A PRECEDENT IN HISTORY…. OF A MAN WHO WITHOUT ANY DIRECT PSYCHOLOGICAL SUPPORT FOR HIS IDEAS IS ABLE TO WITHSTAND THE DURESS OF THE DEATH PENALTY OR HOPELESS IMPRISONMENT, 
AND SEEM COMPLETELY SATISFIED THAT HE DID THE RIGHT THING.”

THE COMPOSER CORRESPONDED WITH TIMOTHY MCVEIGH 
AND PURPORTEDLY RECEIVED A RESPONSE FROM DEATH ROW-
 “YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON I’VE HEARD OF THAT HAS FIGURED ME OUT”
THE COMPOSER WAS DAVID WOODARD. THE ARTICLE MENTIONS, 
“HE ALSO CREATES DREAMACHINES.”


COPYRIGHT- 2017- RICK CASTRO

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