I was a bit tipsy so everything i wanted to say didn't exactly come out right....
so i am posting my little acceptance speech here~
so i am posting my little acceptance speech here~
Well thank you all
allot.
This is very
special & pleasing to me to receive this award from my peers.
Over the years, I’ve
known practically everyone here-
either as a friend, model, collector, or I slept with you.
either as a friend, model, collector, or I slept with you.
Since I may never
have this chance again- I want to bore you for a little while about my history.
I grew up in los
Angeles- born & raised- third generation. My parents still live in the
house I grew up in Monterey Park- San Gabriel Valley.
I moved to
Hollywood when I was one day over 18.
I love Hollywood-
despite what it did to me.
After a successful
career as a commercial wardrobe stylist, working for all the photographers who
became the biggest names in the business, I decided to pick up a camera and
shoot what my interest was….
This somehow became fetish.. It was initially my fetish.
This somehow became fetish.. It was initially my fetish.
Waayyyy.. Back in
1980 I was a regular at THE ONE WAY on Hoover ave.
to this day my favorite
leather bar... it was a dive.
I tried to pick up
this hot Leatherman… I was unsuccessful, but we made out.
In 1986 I
presented my first photography exhibition @ the DIFFERENT LIGHT BOOKSTORE in silverlake- I believe now it’s a vacant lot.
I invited that
Leatherman to my exhibition, and he was the first person to purchase my
photography- my first collector. That leatherman was
DURK DEHNER.
Durk offered to
publish my first book. At the time I had no images- besides the 13- I was
showing @ different light., so for 2 years I photographed non-stop what I
wanted to say.
In early 1990-
Durk hosted my first book signing here at Tom’s house. He reluctantly allowed
me to have my signing in his private dungeon. This was the first time the dungeon was
opened to the public.
It’s a
special place. It means allot to durk, it means a lot to me.
Tom of Finland has
also meant so much to me. I had the privilege of meeting tom about
4 or 5 times. I was at his first exhibit in Los Angeles- @ Circus of Books- approx 1985ish.
4 or 5 times. I was at his first exhibit in Los Angeles- @ Circus of Books- approx 1985ish.
I bonded early on
with Durk, we have a history. Later I bonded with Sharp, and more
recently with Toni Rodriguez, Marc Bellenger and all the volunteers @ the foundation.
I always connect
with fetish people. We have a spirit and awareness that brings us peace in this
chaotic world.
For the young people and newbies I want to
challenge you….
In 2015 it is not
enough to be gay. Gay is mainstream- as it should be.
EXPLORE YOUR
FETISHES.
I use plural
because EVERYBODY has at least one fetish… I would say in this crowd each has
many- some have not been explored.
If you know your fetish you know yourself.
If you know your fetish you know yourself.
Fetish exploration is part of the beauty of
life.
Very moving speech.
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